Dad, It's been a VERY emotional month for many different reasons. There is not a day that goes by when I don't think of you Dad. I know i've done some stupid things and I apologize for them Dad, I'm attempting to carry on with life the best I can, getting Good GCSE's, going to school, Playing the Xbo ! :) But It's such a challange to keep a normal life when someone who was, and still is a big part of my life, is sadly missing. It only seems like yesterday you was on ICQ At about Midnight chatting to me about the Mazda RX8-R3 and you was debating where or not to buy it at. Also, Happy birthday, (thursday 30th september) Mum sent a Happy Birthday up from us All so I decided not to. Words cannot describe how Much I love & miss you, and How sorry I am Dad. Love & Miss You MILLIONS ! Your Son, >Ryan< XxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxX Hope to see you one day again Dad ! XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX